hoover it..

i really love cantonese foods..imagine i ate all the food in that container in 3 minutes (or maybe im just really hungry)..record breaking..:P

they always ask me why im thin though i eat a lot..like a guy.. maybe all the foods go in my butt..hehe

I saw the light.. but i've chosen darkness

Is there a point in your life where you choose to stay in the dark eventhough the light is just one step ahead?

Happy Earth's Day..:)

my issues

so..I got mad.. or maybe felt bad because of something I'm not sure its worth the irascible response i made..but up to now I'm thinking that somehow i have the right. I was exasperated with the way they questioned my simple requisition..(or maybe im exaggerating the things) specially coming from a friend i thought would understand me. Or maybe I'm wrong.. wrong to think that my request is valid, wrong to think that they would understand me.. from the two, i dont know what will evolve as authentic.. and i don't want to know...honestly(am i afraid??)!!! Afterall, when the rays of sun comes again, those things on my mind will vanish.. I got hurt.. maybe i hurt someone too.. but knowing and thinking about the things ive learned from this, i guess its worth it..(what i have learned will remain on myself..wanna know what it is??)

bee-zy life

oh my class starts again and I'm getting exhausted with the daily assignments and activities.. but it's pretty fine since most of the days, my class is half-day but it is still arduous coz' i have 6 hours straight class.. and since its a summer class, time is running so slow.. (well for me) slow because before, i enjoy an almost 3 months of vacation.. but now i only have barely 2 weeks.. so sad.. that i cant go out with my friends and hang out with them.. but i have no choice this is Nursing and i have to undergo summer classes.. another bad thing about it is we only have ample time to discuss the whole Microbiology subject and NCM 100 (1 1/2 month) so at times I'm a bit befuddled on what is this and what is that... well somehow I'm still lucky coz' there are other class who have a 7-7 class.. imagine, u will go to school at 7 am and end the day at school at 7 pm its like living your summer days at school...and its boring.. really..

balderdash

I'm sad... sometimes, we have to give up something although we know that we still want to keep it. It's kinda hard when u assume something which is not happening. i will miss it... I'd rather go on my way and leave it alone... than be with that something knowing that i want more than what it is right now... atleast the one before... i'll miss everything... but its better to bid goodbye..i dont know..for me its better....

untitled or maybe there is...

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-only truths are allowed i guess it is not..-

psychological warfare

OH..at last I've done something i am afraid of... "injection" well believe it or not I'm a nursing student who is afraid of injection... but after today, i don't think i will still be... well actually, its just a psywar.. I'm terrorizing myself about the hurt that i would feel because of injection.. well i know its funny.. because hello?? its just a simple thing.. or maybe a simple procedure.. some people are not afraid of it.. most? maybe.. I'm so happy that I've conquered that fear.. and now i know that everything is just a false psychological thinking...oh common its just like bite of an Ant..he he..

a cup of love

*half-filled*

*pale*

*bitter*

*inconsistent taste*

*cold*

*dreary*

*coarse*

DIAGNOSIS

*altered heart beat due to illicit romance*

Nostalgia

There are moments in our life where we wanted to go back to the previous year we had.. being a kid i should say.. its funny how we reminisce the days we've had before.. those laughs.. the teary eye whenever our parents left us to our housekeeper..and of course the joy in our eyes whenever we see a new teddy bear brought by our parents..:D I am one of those who loves thinking childhood days.. although I'm still a child..( maybe in heart ... don't conclude that I'm already old or what.. I'm still on my teenage year.. ) somehow it brings bliss to us specially those who really enjoyed their kiddie life.. I'm proud i did..:D
whenever i see kids on the block i envy them for they exercise their freedom so well.. play on the mud, jump until your legs reach the ground and so on and so forth.... their innocence adds to it..:D I remember when i was a kid, i used to put sand on my head (hair) pretending that its a shampoo.. (but i don't think i can still do it now..) and then my mom will turn to me and tell me words i cannot absorb.. that's the good thing being a kid..words are just words..no significant meaning..hehe.. i wonder if we (I) can still say it now that we are (I'm) grown up..
I miss those days where i enjoy McDonalds not because of the food but just the fact that I'm a kid and its a big deal eating in McDonalds..and of course..the playground..:D
These things, whenever i remember makes me like feel I'm in ecstasy...or maybe I'm exaggerating..like what kids do..:P

blithe

I'm kinda excited in doing this blog because honestly, i enjoy reading other people's blog..and i thought that maybe i could also create such creative scratch like those i saw before.. but of course it wouldnt be like what they have made.. i'm thinking of something i will appreciate.. (coz sometimes, we dont appreciate our own works..am i right or am i right??) something that would make me happy everytime i read it... maybe based from the perky days i had.. it only means that im doing this blog to somehow satisfy myself and not for anything... this will make me happy.. so please don't cease me..:)