Sunday, August 19, 2007
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Super-what?
so here we start now..
let's just say that i have an imaginary friend (i'm not a freak) who was crying because
she caught her bf cheating.. i mean seeing him dating another girl.. days passed and they are still together... because of the reasons:
1. The guy knew that there was something wrong with the girl and knowing that he did something wrong, he showed some oh-i-love-you-so-much-moves.
- The bad thing about this is that, this girl, thinking that everything will just be fine and that her guy has changed already, she just simply forgive him. and worst thing is that, she's just letting the guy do things all over again.
2. The girl thinks that she "SUPERLOVE" his boyfriend and cannot let him go.
- does "SUPERLOVE" still exist? common' Love should be a feeling between both parties before it will be considered "L-O-V-E". There is only one unconditional love (base on my beliefs) that's not "SUPERLOVE" that is "SUPERNUTS".
3. Believing that her bf will change.
- are u nuts or you're just really insane..:P one is enough.. two is too much..so why would u let it reach the second?
4. She's desperate
- i think it is self-explanatory
P.s.
i'm not a man-hater nor gal-hater..(i'm a girl)
it is just in the case of an imaginary friend. and some maybe not like that..
I juz think that sometimes it is also the girl's fault why men easily fool us.. because of the look-a-like situations i have written. It is already 21st century and girls, lets show some toughness..
lets not be the submissive type we are.. once..:)
and again, this is just my opinion.. it may change..but for now, thats what i wanted to believe..
it may happen to me.. but atleast i juz have to read this again to enlighten my mind..hehe
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
way to go
On my first year as a nursing student, i was a bit hesitant to continue it because on my mind, i want to be a chef or maybe a newscaster. But with the help of my jolly classmates, i felt that, i belong to this group--- students of BS Nursing. w/o my knowledge, i was already enjoying the excruciating truth that i wouldnt be a chef or a newscaster..but a NURSE in the near future.
on my 2nd year, I was exposed to a community. A community that is not aware of the things that could make them a healthy person. Seeing them made me feel that I am so lucky to have this kind of life. We did seminars about health, medical missions, and a lot more things. I could say that this year is the highlight of me being a nursing student because it is the first time I see people counting on me, respecting me and seeing me as a noble person. Because in their mind, i will be a nurse someday. And i could be the one who will help them (of course w/ a group of medical team) in promoting their health or maybe save their lives.
I experienced giving a lectures infront of the people older than me and it is just like heaven seeing them doing what you are asking them to do and thanking you for the advices and informations you have given. It was really heart-warming to the point that i realize this is what i want. that i am happy with whats happening and with what i am doing.
Now, i'm a 3rd year student and with my honesty, i can say that "no this is not my choice but i am happy that i am here. And im glad i took the risk. The experience, the smiles, and the fact that it is life what you are saving is more than a thousand of dollars i could possibly earn.
i may not be a newscaster, but i can still send informations to my would-be patients. i'm not a chef but i could cook ideas to benefit those who needs it.
I have gone through a lot of hardships in terms of studying...but i know i havent suffered enough. being a nurse requires a lot of sufferings. I am yet to be a professional nurse but with the smiles coming from the patients knowing that u somehow extend their lives, i know i will enjoy the sufferings..
sometimes, you have to take the risk for you to know where you will really fit in. I'm glad i did and im proud to say that this is what i really want. Without risk, opportunity will have its end.
Monday, June 18, 2007
an immature's thought
-sometimes when we want to hold someone forever, we end up losing them because of the immature thought coming into our mind.and when we are finally there, mature enought to straighten the curves we have formed, we realize that it's too late to do so..
-the candle should have just let the moth's wing to be burnt naturally (coz thats how its gonna be) than making things fast w/o noticing that it will juz hurt the moth...
Saturday, June 16, 2007
black
im not refering to regret because u let go of the person
but because of the things you did for you to have reasons to let go.
if your one of those whom i always hurt but definitely worth keeping..
but end up losing.. i'm sorry.. i wish i could just turn back time
and regain the good relationship.. but obviously its far from reality
so all i could do now is to regret..and think that maybe the friendship we had
is not meant to be forever..
Saturday, June 9, 2007
i bleed...
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
bitch..
Monday, May 21, 2007
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Monday, May 14, 2007
voting day
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Friday, May 11, 2007
decoding...
it means that im going to decode something..
well actually not a big deal.. its juz that
im confessing my little admiration
to my dear professor...:P he's not too old..
25 or 26 i guess.. well i have this.. admiration
for older guys (dont hink too much) rather than
guys at my age..
he's older than me.. he has this sweet
sense of humor that i really love..:)
and so sensible.. ohhh...
but of course.. it will stop to that only...
juz a pure admiration..hehehe
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
ohh...so hard..
Monday, May 7, 2007
how bout some nutrient agar topped with e.coli, staphylococcus and streptocpccus colonies??
Sunday, May 6, 2007
can't help....who u love..
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
hoover it..
Saturday, April 21, 2007
I saw the light.. but i've chosen darkness
my issues
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
bee-zy life
Saturday, April 14, 2007
balderdash
Thursday, April 12, 2007
psychological warfare
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
a cup of love
Monday, April 9, 2007
Nostalgia
There are moments in our life where we wanted to go back to the previous year we had.. being a kid i should say.. its funny how we reminisce the days we've had before.. those laughs.. the teary eye whenever our parents left us to our housekeeper..and of course the joy in our eyes whenever we see a new teddy bear brought by our parents..:D I am one of those who loves thinking childhood days.. although I'm still a child..( maybe in heart ... don't conclude that I'm already old or what.. I'm still on my teenage year.. ) somehow it brings bliss to us specially those who really enjoyed their kiddie life.. I'm proud i did..:D
whenever i see kids on the block i envy them for they exercise their freedom so well.. play on the mud, jump until your legs reach the ground and so on and so forth.... their innocence adds to it..:D I remember when i was a kid, i used to put sand on my head (hair) pretending that its a shampoo.. (but i don't think i can still do it now..) and then my mom will turn to me and tell me words i cannot absorb.. that's the good thing being a kid..words are just words..no significant meaning..hehe.. i wonder if we (I) can still say it now that we are (I'm) grown up..
I miss those days where i enjoy McDonalds not because of the food but just the fact that I'm a kid and its a big deal eating in McDonalds..and of course..the playground..:D
These things, whenever i remember makes me like feel I'm in ecstasy...or maybe I'm exaggerating..like what kids do..:P