Thursday, September 17, 2009

frerre..

Have I been hypnotized by your hazel eyes?

Your character is odd it makes me really mad
Your talks are so dreary i could sleep in a hurry
Your smiles are so fake I wanna throw you a cake
You're full of sarcasm I'm having a spasm

I know its unfair but still I dare to care

ahh.. lost my words.. rude guy.. its for u..

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

QuEstionS

I'm confuse..Are you? I don't believe in any of this..Do you?
I questioned myself but I got no answer.. Will I get it from you?
If yes, should I ask you? or will it be more confusing if I did?

Words can be deceiving..or is it obfuscated to derail the main idea?
Ahh.. these questions came from nowhere and maybe the answers are nowhere too..
Nowhere to be found..nowhere to ask from..
The confusion is just getting high and obsession is rising too..
You are confused too... right?


date: August 2009 (no exact date)

Friday, August 21, 2009

I loved you first

I don't know what exactly i was feeling at this moment. I found this on my notebook dated 03/17/09....funny..

I'm lost. my roads are not clear to me. I don't know why I should feel this way
when from the start, I already know that this is not fair.It is supposed to be something I could do for fun. Yes! it turns out funny..but I am the one being laughed at..by LOVE.. I don not know if I should blame myself or blame the feelings that brought me to here. My mind, I should have used it but my emotions overpowered my thinking.

Thursday, April 30, 2009

So I pretend I do not know anything.. or I'm just presuming that there is something I need to worry about...my mind is full of questions..no..interrogations..aarrggghhhh..I wanna escape..

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Central Station...

Ahh.. dry day..Maybe I still have a hang over because of last night's....what was that?haha..nobody knows..

I woke up late..it means i don't have to go in the train station's crowd because of rush hour..:)I arrived 30 mins. late..not bad..So while I was inside the train going to the review center (central terminal), two girls were standing infront of me..(lucky that i had a sit) i guess they are younger than me. Actually, i don't care what they were talking about except when I heard about their "soulmate". It's funny how they share stories about the person they frequently see inside the train..and yea.. they consider the person as their....SOULMATE..I thought to be apathetic..what the hell.. but actually, I raid each corner and looked for a familiar face..haha..maybe he could be my soulmate too..unfortunately, none of them i remember. So I just kept on thinking wether it could be true.Is it possible that your soulmate is just around the corner?? Hmm.. I thought, maybe he's the guy sitting next to me..we're both wearing the same color of shirt afterall..Nope.. He has wedding ring on his finger. The guy 5 feet away from me? well he's cute..haha* have you ever thought of the same thing? Soulmate issue? If I were to think about it, there are billions of people in the world..Is my soulmate one of the millions I talked to, walk across with? the thousands of people I met today? hundreds of guys I bumped into? or maybe..just maybe..the one reading this now??